Mother!

So we usually celebrate mothers day on the 10th because we do it the MEXICAN way haha! So my brothers and I and my dad teamed up to buy mom something and we got her some balloons, flowers and a small gift, it was a perfume. So we all drew on the perfume box BUT no worries it had plastic :D. So here are some pics of what we drew haha

My brother henry, umm idk whay he drew exactly haha!
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I’m awesome cause I wrote this ๐Ÿ˜€

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This was my little brother and I think it was adrable !

Women Warriors

Ok ! Inย my school Leaders we had a week called “intensive week” and it happens twice a year. Students get to choose what kind of intensive they would like to attend and we do this in crew. We get to choose from 10 different classes that our teachers would like to show us and the best part is that we get a break from all our classes! I am obviously in blogging and as each different person in my intensive is dedicating their blog on something completely different than mine, we each got assigned to go to different intensive and to take notes and pictures. The intensive that I got chosen to go and take notes on was Woman Warriors.ย ย This intensive is amazing, I know this because last year I was put into it. This intensive is ONLY open to girl because it talks about everything that you can’t normally talk about in school. I went with my class mate Esmeralda to observe Woman Warriors. It talks about relationships, self defense and how to protect yourselves. It educational and at the same time fun because so many people can relate to your same story either good or bad and its very helpful, like a support team. Today when we walked in the room to observe what they were doing today. They were talking about what to involve in their posters and also about what a women and men should know when it comes to certain questions. I can relate to this intensive because in my blog I am talking about my personal life and I believe that my teachers made me go to this intensive because since all these girls are talking about personal things and getting to know more stuff it can relate to my intensive because I talk about my life in general. I really like Woman Warriors intensive because it shows a lot of girls that you should have respect for yourself and also should make boundaries for yourself because you matter as well.

Its not easy

Hmmmm… this feel like a depressing post but I feel like I need to vent. So I have two brothers. Enrique and Cristian, I love them so much its crazy and I am the middle child. When I was born I had hip dislocation which I don’t know why but I had a lot of surgerys and it was hard on my parents. My younger brother Cristian who I refer to as ” My baby”, he is Autistic . When he was about 6 he didn’t know how to express his feelings and I belive he didn’t like us haha! He use to throw his toy trucks at us and it hurt!! My older brother Enrique is Epileptic and he gets seizures. Sadly, today my older brother had another seizure. The first time I was about 11 and it happened on christmas eve so I still remember ha ! It was terrifying and now I’m 17 and everytime he gets one I have to be the one who always calls the ambulance and I have to be the ” Strong one”. I say this because I can’t cry or show any emotion because, well I do it for Momma bears sake ! Even if it means I gotta suck it up ! Its hard because I am very overprotective with BOTH of them and its just something that will never become easy but I know how to handle it. No one will ever understand how much my brothers mean to me and they are amazing! I sometimes hear people saying that I am strong at a young age and its something they respect about me but all I say is “I’m use to it”. Not saying they are bad or anything NO, its that I know what to expect. Its hard but everything will get better over time. I’m not complaining or anything because they are my brothers after all and I have to deal with them haha!

Tumblr.

Today my two teachers Ms. Schenck and Ms. Dunzelman took myself and the rest of my homies in my intensive to ……. TUMBLR HQ! OH MY LORD! I was so excited when we arrived because tumblr = LIFE! When we first arrived it looked awsome and everyone that worked their had big computera but the space they were in look so comftable! CAN I WORK AT TUMBLR YET? Haha it was really cool to go over I felt awesome!

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When you get on the floor where tumblr is at you see this BIG T

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I’m sorry, this isn’t a good picture but when we arrived at tumblr they gave us stickers and PINS!

Shovels.

Describe a little thing โ€” one of the things you love that defines your world but is often overlooked.

I have a strange love for shovels. I honestly don’t know what I find interesting about them buy hey I am just weird in an awesome way! can’t help it ๐Ÿ˜€ So back to shovels, I have one ๐Ÿ˜€ LIFE= MADE !. SHOVEL!! So basically I am awesome and I have it in my bed hanging around all my other poster and stuff animals cause they are just chilling. When someone hears me say ” I NEED MY SHOVEL” they usually give me strange looks and then laugh and I’m just life “I REALLY DO!!” So my awesome boyfriend for my birthday gave me a shovel and i know people might be like ” why would he give you a shovel out of all things “. To me it was the cutest and thought thing because when i normally talked about my shovel no one takes me seriously but HAHA that really surprised me :D. have any of you ever gotten a girt that meant or mean a lot to you and other people are like why? Well I obviously know the feeling because I have gotten all these questions asked but I know that its something I like and no one has to understand it . So Iย  guess it worked out all good ๐Ÿ˜€

Main reasons why i want a shovel:

  • To just have it because I think they are awesome !
  • To throw it at people ( Not literally)
  • To use it in the snow ( I guess )
  • Because it’s GREEN !
MY SHOVEL! That my boyfriend got me :D AWESOME!

MY SHOVEL! That my boyfriend got me ๐Ÿ˜€ AWESOME!

17 Candles.

My friend Celeste bought me ice cream for my birthday and I thought it was awesome!

My friend Celeste bought me ice cream for my birthday and I thought it was awesome!

So not many of you know that my BIRTHDAYย just passed recently and AHHH! I am FINALLY 17. I thought it was going to feel different but not really i feel the same but just older which makes me sad because I feel as if i am growing up to fast and I’m just like NO! Um… the actual day of my birthday it was pretty cute because my closest peeps all said HAPPY BIRTHDAY and I got really excited and my boyfriend haha he gave me a shovel as my present. I know I know all of you must be like ” A shovel? with ” Lol but the background story behind it is that I find shovels cool and i have a thing for them because when someone says something irrelevant I’m just like WHERE IS MY SHOVEL! Now i have so basically my life is complete! I though overall my birthday was a SUCCESS!ย Its not that of a big deal but i clearly had a good time and it was awesome to have little surprise gifts and it literally made my day a WHOLE lot better! Made me feel AWESOME and AMAZING ! ๐Ÿ˜€ย ย ! So now I have MY SHOVEL but I’m not violent with it in any way ! I thank him so much because no one actually took me serious but he got it for me HAHA! Nephews came over and brought me balloons. Come on who doesn’t like getting balloons from a 2 year old and a 4 year old. Momma bear made me FOOOD ! EPIC ! One of my closest homies Celeste and she bought me ….. ICE CREAM! WHAT IS LIFE ? So I guess i would say that my birthday went pretty well ๐Ÿ˜€ !

Small cake :)

Small cake ๐Ÿ™‚

Poppa bear came to see me :)

Poppa bear came to see me ๐Ÿ™‚

My nephews bought me balloons and I thought it was such an adorable idea

My nephews brought me balloons and I thought it was such an adorable idea

My family !

My family !

MY SHOVEL! That my boyfriend got me :D AWESOME!

MY SHOVEL! That my boyfriend got me ๐Ÿ˜€ AWESOME!

Brother Bears Story

One of the memory that I remember the best was when my older brother Henry came out of the closet. It wasn’t a shocking moment to me because when he actually came up to me and told me that he was gay I did not find it strange or anything. It was something normal to me because the way I see it is that everybody should love anybody that they want to love. For me it wasn’t something so surprising but when Momma Bear found it she wasn’t to happy but she wasn’t mad either. My brother felt as if a weight has been lifted of his shoulders! I totally understand because has had a secret and its hard to tell it to someone else. Sadly, after brother bearย told momma bear the news she fell into a depression and honestly it was the worst that that I’ve ever witnessed, seeing my mom in that state. It made me feel very upset because I knew that I couldn’t do anything to make her feel better and all I could do was comfort her. It was hard at first for her but as time went on and going to therapy things went smoother. My brother became more open with us about his love life even though its kind of creepy sometimes :o. Momma bear is more chill and knows that she can’t do anything to change the way he is and that we should be happy for him and support him. I love my brother deeply because he had the courage to let people know about his sexuality and he was proud of it and I know that if I were to be in his shoes I would be quite and not say anything because of all the negative comments. This is one of the times that was life changing but I’m glad it happened because it changed my perspective on how to see things in a different way and to be more open minded. ย ๐Ÿ˜€ โค

 

Our journey to Central Park

Today was a fun day! We went to central park to get some inspiration on what to write for our blogs. Not a big deal for me because I all ready know what I want my blog to be about and that’s about my life! We were taking a whole lot of pics because we had a scavenger hunt. The weather was AWESOME and we saw a lady feeding a squirrel and it didn’t bite her! It was probably one of the cutest things ever! Hanged with Celeste and Esmeralda and it was a great time joking and enjoying this day! The weather was amazing and it FINALLY felt like spring ! Overall, today was a good day :D!

Spring is amazing!

Spring is amazing!

While our trip to central park this was my view.

While our trip to central park this was my view.

Esmeralda and I taking a pic of Celeste!

Esmeralda and I taking a pic of Celeste!

Lovely weather and awesome picture taken by Celeste Munoz!

Lovely weather and awesome picture taken by Celeste Munoz!